morning i woke up crying because i had dreamt this awful stuff about fb and that he died so i grabbed my boots and literally cried and sped all the way there to see if he was ok. i was crossing my fingers that he would even be there for me to check on him because if he were at work i would be freaked all day. so. i get there and his truck is there and i ring the doorbell....i hear Zeek bark and seen him walking to open the door and i ALMOST left then but i figured it was weird enough for me to be checkin on someone's alive status. he came to the door and i just wanted to hug him and kiss his face all over but i just told him i had dreamt a weird dream and was just checking on him. he invited me in but i was just like....ugh. no thanks. so i left. later that day juliet and her husband invited me for dinner and said fb would be there. so i went freaked out that i wouldnt be able to deal but i did....then i crossed the line
. but this time there were no tears. i think i literally am cried out. good stuff. if you dont have a heart, no one can break it. ciao.<3. xo. xo. xo.