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Friday, October 7, 2011

cry.cry.cry.

Before my marriage I cried over everything. During my marriage I cried only when I couldn't take anymore because he would yell at me and tell me to stop being a baby...stop crying blah blah blah...when I left him I rarely cried. It just was like I couldn't release and cry or I would get in trouble so I've held a lot in....after Limer and I began talking I've not cried but a few times. And one was a work deal and the other was court. I rarely cry anymore....but. the night I packed to come home my eyes filled with tears and spilled over because I didn't want it to end. Nest I see Limer and leave I can just know that I'm going to bawwwllll. So I'm working on it. No cry:)

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