i apparently invested more into Limer than he invested into me. i am so so sad. my heart is breaking. i dont want to let him go. hes been a part of my life for 6 months every single day. i dont WANT to let go. i wanted to be able to see him alot. today i parked next to a lincoln just like his and was 5 minutes late to work because i thought of every time i climbed into his car and how i just had fun because we were going on an adventure. every. time. im so soso so depressed. i'll get over it. i always do.