When my son Mavrick turned 6 weeks old and i had to go to wotk i bawled my eyes out. I couldn't bear to leave him and began thinking all mothers who left their children were horrible heartless people. After 2 weeks i slowly became adapted to the extra hour i needed to get myself, my two boxers, and my son ready for the day as well as make the drive PAST work to the sitters house and then go BACK to my job for 9 hours. It's now been 4 months since i have been working and I am very much normal and happy to go feel like I make a contribution to my family and also that i am still an individual. I am happy to follow my dreams and be myself while being a wife and mother. I may not be the best mom in the world, and i defintately have short comings as a wife but i am finally comfortable in my routine and my life.
Friday, March 8, 2013
i cannot believe i have been in Ohio now for over a year and so much has changed. SO MUCHHH. I moved in with Greg in July and a few weeks later we found out we were having a baby. After so much stress we found out August 16th that it was a viable pregnancy and i was watched closely for high risk. In november we found out it is a boy and we are naming him Mavrick Allen. I am being induced at 39 weeks on March 30, 2013 and i cannot wait to meet him. Greg proposed to me on Christmas Eve and then January 25th we moved to a 3 bedroom home in Kettering and everything is so perfect. I am so excited to be a mommy and to have an amazing summer being a mom with my sweet baby. Can you believe it? I was such a different person back in 2011 and everything has changed and I am so over the moon happy. Thankful for God's blessings and continuous mercy. I will try to blog more. I just was on here a lot to deal with emotions and i have been happy and content past year and few months so ive not needed to vent but I did want to write a positive blog :)